Bad day

Today, I don't really feel like praising God. Even though in my heart I force myself to thank God but I thanked Him insincerely. I failed my Adobe ACE exam for the 3rd time.... 3rd time..... i can't believe it but that's the fact. I told myself to be strong even though the results is SxxK.... haihhh *sigh*

I don't know have to fail 3X. It is easy to praise God in times of happiness... but when trials come, can you praise God? What to praise God for? Praise God for allowing me fail in my exam? Praise God for not answering my prayer? What shall I say to God? Thank you Lord for I have failed in the exam? what i need to Lord? shall i try and try and try? You know the exam is not FREE or charge... you know i have financial problem right now... these time it is really hard for me.... i want to know why God doesn't want to answer these prayer. I've been studied for months, prepared everything I could to pass this exam but at the end is still fail. I became a laugh matter in the office... i feel myself so dumb and stupid... I was not like this before, my studies was all went smoothly, i was on of the top student in school those day... but WHY GOD????? WHAT IS THE REASON???? I have humbled myself, I have asked wisdom from so many times... but.................... once again i feel so stupid!

Forgive me, Lord for all my unrighteousness....